Happy New Year

I'm here in my room watching the fireworks with my siblings.

2012 will be an awesome year!! :'D

Wow, it's the last day of 2011

Seriously, I didn't know it is December 31 already.

I don't know what should I do this 2012. Maybe just go with things. Gah.

30 Day Challenge: DAY 27

Day 27: Top Five Most Annoying Things About Yourself

1. I often fail to read and observe carefully.

2. I don't have a lasting commitment to do things.

3. I am easily frustrated with everything.

4. I sometimes whine about everything online.

5. My face and my presence.

An Irrelevant Skyrim Post

Hello.

I've been playing Skyrim for three days now. My Breton character, Weever, is now level 22.
I turned him into a cross between an archer, a thief and a mage (conjurer and destroyer (think FF black mage) to be specific).

I've accomplished the ff. from the quests:
-I completed the Fus-Ro-Dah shout.
-I acquired a new shout and an upgrade for the Whirlwind Sprint shout.
-I killed a vampire that is a threat to a town ruled by an insane jarl.
-I became a bard.
-I got three Daedric (ethereal being) items.
-I went to jail out of investigating a murder.
-I saved a Redguard woman from being captured.

Derp.

Bye.

I'm positive that I'm not alone on this one.

There are movies or games where there are characters that I seem to dislike when I first see them because I think they're not like they're supposed to be in the movie but as it progresses, I start to like him or her or even fall in love for being such a likable character.

I couldn't recall which other movies I experienced them but recently, I saw Mission Impossible and fell in love with Brandt.

What other movies have you experienced this?

Merry Christmas everyone!!

I don't know what else to say but here's a video of a beautiful Christmas song by Hikki. <3

30 Day Challenge: DAY 26

Day 26: Top 5 useful inventions

1. Cyber Clean High Tech Cleaning Compound

I swear to God, this is a brilliant and very useful invention. It cleans from the inside and the outside. It smells good too.

2. The Internet

What would the world be without the internet?

3. The games (and their consoles)

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.

4. Pr0n

Enuff said. Here's a picture of a sexy potato.

5. The iPod/MP3 players

Portable music on the go!

An abridged list of stuff I cannot wait for 2012 (Part 1?)

1. The Hobbit
I am a huge fan of the Lord of the Rings franchise but I have not read any of the books, just watched the films. Since I am quite new to shipping characters, I might as well do some when I get to watch it.

2. Madonna's new song and new album
L-U-V Madonna! The new song "Gimme All Your Luvin" will come out next month and will be a collaboration with Nicki Minaj and M.I.A. She is set to perform it at the Super Bowl on February with Cirque du Soleil. I bet it's gonna be another huge milestone for her in her almost 30-year old career and the new album will be produced by William Orbit (the mastermind behind her magnum opus, Ray of Light).

3. The Dark Knight Rises (not the Avengers)
What will happen to Batman in this last chapter of the Nolan Batman trilogy? Will Anne Hathaway be terrific as Catwoman? How will Marion Cotillard and Joseph Gordon Levitt's characters turn out? All will be revealed next summer.

4. SOUL CALIBUR V
I am a huge fan of Soul Calibur ever since I started playing Soul Blade in my cousin's PS1. I've played the first Soul Calibur on the arcade and the rest of the games in console. I hope the story will be well-written since it will focus on Sophitia's children, Patroklos and Pyrrha and the setting will be 17 years after the events of the 4th game. I can't wait to use the new characters and the new character creation is sick. Lastly, Ezio is a guest character.

5. Ni no Kuni
Studio Ghibli collaborates with Level-5 games to make an RPG for the PS3 and the DS. HOW COOL IS THAT???? Fuck yes, a dream come true.

30 Day Challenge: DAY 25

Day Twenty-Five: Top Five Products You Most Desire

1. A tablet (which I'll be getting sooner or later)

2. An iPod or MP3 player with a bigger capacity

3. Sandman/Fables collection

4. Spawn/McFarlane action figures

5. Anything related to making electronic music/DJ-ing because I want to learn

30 Day Challenge: DAY 24

Day Twenty-Four: Top Five Things You Do During “Me-Time”

1. Listen to music

2. Surf random stuff on the internet/social networking

3. Daydream/think about stuff

4. Drink water/grab a snack

5. What else?

30 Day Challenge: DAY 23

Day Twenty-Three: Top Five Worst Teachers You’ve Ever Had

1. My Philippine History teacher in high school - all she does is sit down to tell her travel stories and to brag about her Ph.D in UP.

2. This KASPIL prof who had a bitch fit for the rest of the term.

3. This teacher who replaced our Language teacher back in Grade 7.

4. Our homeroom/Computer teacher in third year high school. God, he is a total asshole.

5. Our homeroom/Math teacher in Grade 4. He was a hard-ass bitch.

30 Day Challenge: DAY 22

Day Twenty-Two: Top Five Sexiest People Ever (Dead Or Alive)

(This is quite different from my previous post)

1. Madonna/Lady Gaga/Thom Yorke <--they tied ^w^

2. Matthew Lewis

3. Joseph Gordon Levitt/Michael Fassbender <--another tie

4. Dita von Teese

5. Karen O

30 Day Challenge: DAY 21

Day Twenty-One: Top Five Movies You Quote Constantly

1. WHITE CHICKS OMG

2. Mean Girls

3. Spirited Away/Howl's Moving Castle LOL

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4. Harry Potter

5. Matilda

No use to being sad right now

I'm spending most of the time writing, blogging, surfing and playing.

I'm trying to forgot all the sad things.

I hope everyone will be happy now that Christmas is approaching. For those who don't feel Christmas as much as I do, let's turn it into a day where everyone is happy no matter what happens and while we're at it, let's continue to be happy from then on. Sounds difficult? Let's make it a challenge!

FORGET ALL THE SAD THINGS!!!

Loneliness

Something I've been facing all the time.

I'm an introvert, yes, but sometimes I have moments where I wish someone was there by my side to listen to my feelings. I also need someone to cling to.

I feel like people would be annoyed if I talk to them about my problems so I would reach it out to everyone. It works, but there are consequences. People have already looked at me differently and it really bothers me.
I think it's my fault that things are happening today. Everything bad happening between the people I love could be of my own doing.

Self-inflicting thoughts

I don't wanna further elaborate on these thoughts that have existed since things are starting to bother me. I want this out of my system.

I hope everything will be better tomorrow.

It feels like a large part of my freedom has been taken away.

I failed another subject and guess what happened. My parents are forcing me to deactivate my Facebook account. I also need to do it so I won't be distracted for long. I'm not allowed to linger around school after class unless there's a project meetup. I'm also not allowed to go to any org-related activity.

I thought this was a one shot kill to pass everything in this term. If I'm going to evaluate myself, I did a lot better than the rest of the previous terms. It's just that I don't expect myself to improve greatly but I promised myself to work harder and it did pay off. There's always this one subject that I fail every term. It's a fucking spiral of death. I think it's hard for me and everybody if we are going through the same phase.

KTE

E's rybbo vun ymm uv oui pid...LYH OUI BMAYCA HUD CRUF UVV OUIN KNYTAC???

Pmyhg

E vyemat yhudran cipzald. E tuh'd lyna. E maynhat cusadrehk vnus so secdygac yht E bnuseca ajanouha dryd E ys kuehk du syga ed.

E fyhd du tayldejyda so VP yht Dispmn ymnayto.

Yht yhudran drehk:

Yhkea, pa cdnuhk. E ghuf oui'na kuehk du syga ed. Ev uhmo E luimt cia ouin tabyndsahd vun oui, E fuimt. Fa muja oui cu silr.

Bored This Way

To achieve this effect, one must type nyanit.com/ before the address he or she desires to be nyan-ed. Good day.

30 Day Challenge: DAY 16 - 20

Sorry I had to rush this, because we're leaving in a while. Good day, everyone.


Day Sixteen: Top Five Things In Life You’d Like An Explanation For

1. Overwhelming hormones/libido

2. Why does everyone love to complain about everything?

3. Why is the educational system like this?

4. Why is everything so shallow?

5. Why am I too hesitant to read something important?

Day Seventeen: Top Five Favorite Things To Do Where You Live

1. Eat/sleep/laptop

2. Walk around

3. Wash the dishes

4. Organize stuff

5. Play with pets

Day Eighteen: Top Five Favorite Sporting Events

I'm not a big fan of sports entertainment so I think I could only give two. ;___;

1. Wrestlemania (although I don't watch wrestling anymore, I used to anticipate for this)

2. UAAP (I used to watch)

Day Nineteen: Top Five Favorite Sandwiches

1. Ham, egg and cheese

2. Hamburgers/cheeseburgers

3. Turkey

4. Dory fish 

5. Hotdogs

Day Twenty: Top Five Most Annoying Celebrities

1. Kris Aquino/Boy Abunda

2. John Lloyd Cruz

3. Kim Chiu

4. Kim Kardashian

5. Selena Gomez

30 Day Challenge: DAYS 10 - 15

Curses!!

Day Eleven: Top Five Languages You Wish You Were Fluent In

1. Mandarin/Fookien - I'm half-Chinese and I need to learn it when I graduate or before going to work

2. German - I find this language very sexy

3. French - another language I find sexy

4. Japanese - need I say more?

5. Any dialect from the provinces here


Day Twelve: Top Five Trends/Styles You Abhor

1. Legging used as pants - unless you can pull them off

2. Wannabe nerd look - dude, not cool

3. "Pambahay" look for boys - go home and never come back until you dress up appropriately

4. Clothes or accessories that show off their brand names or logos - it's as bad as product placement

5. Nationalistic shirts - more pretentious/trying hard than proudly Pinoy

Day Thirteen: Top Five Dream Jobs

1. Comic book artist

2. Game designer/developer

3. Electronic musician

4. Marine biologist/astronomer

5. Underground/experimental film director

Day Fourteen: Top Five Things You’d Do If You Had Magical Abilities

1. Travel back in time to fix my old mistakes

2. Travel forward in time to check out new albums/songs from my favorite artists

3. Do water tricks when I'm bored

4. Create an all-seeing seance  

5. Cure wounds or diseases provided I have white or blood magic

Day Fifteen: Top Five Favorite Beverages

1. Any delicious chocolate drink/blended drinks from coffee shops 

2. Iced tea

3. Water

4. Fruit shakes (I prefer the natural ones)/milk tea

5. Coke Zero, Sprite, 7-Up or Mountain Dew

Ugh.

I can't eat food very well. I get so full easily and when I think about food, I want to vomit. I also have more appetite for desserts or biscuits. What's happening to me? Does this have to do anything with my stomach problem? Gaaaah. ;___;

30 Day Challenge: DAY 10

Day Ten: Top Five Reasons You Feel The Way You Do Right Now

1. BLOG BLOG BLOG

2. My stomach problem would just come and go.

3. I should practice doing more than procrastinating.

4. I'm scared of my grade in Modesta. The others are quite good.

5. So many things I want to do this break but I don't know where to start.

30 Day Challenge: DAY 9

Day Nine: Top Five People You’d Like To Kill

1. That Annoying Guy

2. John Lloyd Cruz

3. Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez

4. Anyone who threatens/insults my family or friends

5. Anyone Pau wants to kill

30 Day Challenge: DAY 8

Day Eight: Top Five Biggest Fictional Crushes (in excess)

1. Lightning (Final Fantasy XIII)

2. Auron (Final Fantasy X)

3. Kakashi Hatake (Naruto)/Mugen(Samurai Champloo)

4. Jiang Wei/Ma Dai (Dynasty Warriors)

5. Yuna (Final Fantasy X and X-2)

30 Day Challenge: DAY 7

Day Seven: Top Five Favorite Historical Figures

1. Marie Curie, the woman behind the research on radioactivity

2. Elizabeth Bathory, the "Blood Queen of Hungary" who kidnapped, tortured and murdered young women and bathed in their blood to remain "beautiful"

3. Rasputin

4. Mary Magdalene

5. Imelda Marcos

The 30 Day Challenge

doesn't feel like a 30 day challenge anymore. We were advancing. HAHAHAHAHAHA derp derp derp adurrdurrdurr

Good job BBs (blogging buddies) Victoria (Angie) and Wave.

Good morning. x

30 day challenge: DAY 6

Day Six: Top Five Things That Happened To You This Past Year

Note: I'll be referring to 2011 because the year is almost ending.

1. I met a lot of new friends in school. I also had a few enemies.

2. I became an officer for our org.

3. We had a very fun OJT last summer.

4. I became very open about my sexuality (I'm bisexual). 

5. I improved on my academic performance.

30 day challenge: DAY 5

Day Five: Top Five Places You’d Like To Live

1. A cave

2. A treehouse

3. Underwater

4. Spira

5. Middle Earth

30 day challenge: DAY 4

Day Four: Top Five Favorite Things About the Internet

1. It gives you answers to (almost) everything.

2. It has its own culture and subcultures.

3. The Internet is for ****.

4. It's the substitute for TV and the radio.

5. It's one of the best ways to get in touch with people.

Misadventures with Angie and Blanche (with Lorri and Raph V.)

Ok, not really misadventures. We just stayed at school till dark. It was really fun and it's my first time to ride the Angie car. I just feel bad that I lied to my parents but I promise next time to tell them immediately if I know I'm going to be home really late. (derp)

30 day challenge: DAY 3

Day Three: Top Five Names You Wish Were Yours

1. Lee

2. Jack/Ryan

3. James/Lars

4. Thomas

5. Ash

30 day challenge: DAY 2

Day Two: Top Five Favorite Books You’ve Read For School

1. Animal Farm by George Orwell

2. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory/Great Glass Elevator by Roald Dahl

3. Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck

4. O.C.W. (forgot the author, she was a Filipina)

5. The Twelfth Angel by Og Mandino

Bubbling under:

6. Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo by Dr. Jose P. Rizal

7. The Giver by Lois Lowry

30 day challenge: DAY 1

Day One: Top Five Favorite Excuses

1. "I'm busy."

2. "May project."

3. "May tatapusin kami."

4. "Di ako pinayagan." (this is actually true at many situations)

5. "Wala." 

30 Day Challenge

Day One: Top Five Favorite Excuses

Day Two: Top Five Favorite Books You’ve Read For School

Day Three: Top Five Names You Wish Were Yours

Day Four: Top Five Favorite Things About The Internet

Day Five: Top Five Places You’d Like To Live

Day Six: Top Five Things That Happened To You This Past Year

Day Seven: Top Five Favorite Historical Figures

Day Eight: Top Five Biggest Fictional Crushes

Day Nine: Top Five People You’d Like To Kill

Day Ten: Top Five Reasons You Feel The Way You Do Right Now

Day Eleven: Top Five Languages You Wish You Were Fluent In

Day Twelve: Top Five Trends/Styles You Abhor

Day Thirteen: Top Five Dream Jobs

Day Fourteen: Top Five Things You’d Do If You Had Magical Abilities

Day Fifteen: Top Five Favorite Beverages

Day Sixteen: Top Five Things In Life You’d Like An Explanation For

Day Seventeen: Top Five Favorite Things To Do Where You Live

Day Eighteen: Top Five Favorite Sporting Events

Day Nineteen: Top Five Favorite Sandwiches

Day Twenty: Top Five Most Annoying Celebrities

Day Twenty-One: Top Five Movies You Quote Constantly

Day Twenty-Two: Top Five Sexiest People Ever (Dead Or Alive)

Day Twenty-Three: Top Five Worst Teachers You’ve Ever Had

Day Twenty-Four: Top Five Things You Do During “Me-Time”

Day Twenty-Five: Top Five Products You Most Desire

Day Twenty-Six: Top Five Most Useful Inventions

Day Twenty-Seven: Top Five Most Annoying Things About Yourself

Day Twenty-Eight: Top Five Favorite TV Shows

Day Twenty-Nine: Top Five Biggest Guilty Pleasures

Day Thirty: Top Five Favorite Song Lyrics       

(Blanche, 2011)

Twenty

I know I shouldn't post something like this. It's just that I want to reflect on my life and I'm still not used to being labeled as an "adult".

I am two decades old. I just turned twenty last Monday. Before that happened, I kind of thought about what Tiff told me many months before that when we commuted together. She said something about she and Steph planning to do a lot of things before they turn twenty. I thought of mine but I think I wasn't able to do much. I spent a lot of time in front of the computer. It was pretty disappointing, but on the bright side, I was able to learn many things in life and I made a lot of people happy and some I left disappointed.

Since I'm no longer a teenager, I now think about what am I going to do next? I also wonder how people are going to treat me now that I'm an adult. I still don't feel that way because I'm a young person at heart. I keep convincing myself that I am a 17 year old. When I look at other people my age, and they look different from what they used to be, I feel very insecure. The way I feel about it is when they act and look more mature than I am and I think people, including me, like that in them. I also look at some people slightly younger than me who act too maturely for their age. What I mean is that they can decide for themselves and they have boundless freedom, yet they still have their flaws.

At times, I get angry over my failures. My parents would always tell me to stop doing that and that I still have a long way to go. I'm still afraid of looking at myself ten years from now. I ask myself with questions like "will I be able to get a decent job?" or "how am I going to live my life if I have nothing else to do?".

I don't know how to conclude this entry but I believe everything will just fall into place. I just have to do my part and learn from my mistakes.

Plans for vacation

+Go to QC Sports and exhaust my body from physical activities (SPORTS I mean)
+Start on graphic novel
+Watch Hugo with friends when it comes out this month
+Help around the house
+Tumblr meet-up with Moe, Roland and whoever else wants to go with us
+Meet up with friends from high school

12/15/11

I'm blogging here at the Cybernook, with friends Angie and Blanche (and Moe). I practically went to school today for nothing. It was supposed to be demo day but I wasn't really required to go. I spent the whole day herping and derping with friends because I didn't want to go home. I feel very lonely at home sometimes and there's nothing else to do. I'm actually done with my academic requirements and I just need to wait for my grades. Anyhow, we're going home together soon.

DEPRESSED WAFFLES!!!

TAG: Top 5

Welcome to the Top 5 Tag! Don't know what a Top 5 are? I think it's a good idea for people to have a Top 5. These are the Top 5 people you want to get with somehow(whether kissing or sex or something) and it is perfectly acceptable by your partners to allow you that opportunity if ever given the chance. Think of it as a sort of "people wishlist". (Stolen from Blanche from Angie)


1. Thom Yorke
2. Madonna/Lady Gaga
3. ROBERT DOWNEY, JR.
4. Akemi Homura/Kyoko Sakura (if they're older)
5. Eye candies in school~


Bubbling under:

6. Utada Hikaru
7. Francisco Lachowski
8. Carla Gugino
9. McLovin
10. Azula (if she's older)

Dump of Ideas 1

This is going to be my first post about my ideas related to writing my works-in-progress. I just want to dump them here for people to critique or make suggestions.

Forgive me if it's going to be a little rip-off of other things.

Demon slayer (might be a rip-off of Devil May Cry, Bayonetta, Bullet Witch or Madoka, concept or aesthetically-wise)
Two demon slayers (along with a new recruit) are faced with a new threat known as the "Seven Deadly Sisters". These demons have a common goal to reach "Ascension", a state were the demon will reach the peak of its power and cause destruction onto the world.

Demon slayers:
Alice - although a demon slayer, she has a demon sealed within her body
Natali - a conjurer who can connect to the nether realm to summon familiars and fallen demons as well
Wanda - a witch and the new recruit; an old friend of Natali, an expert of the gun-staff

Johnny
Johnny Dietrick, the richest man of Liberstein, is visited by an old adversary.

Johnny is an immortal and was once a member of the (insert shadowy brotherhood name here). He left the murderous group after making a dick move: challenging the leader in combat, he won and took a fraction of their money. He also sent him to a hidden astral prison for centuries.

Once again, this post is open to suggestions.

Bleh.

It's my last day of exams tomorrow. I have to wake up really early because it's at 8 till 11 am. Boo.

I'm reviewing with Sparky via Skype and hopefully we can pawn the exam tomorrow. It's statistics by the way.

I'm going to post something about being a twenty-year old. Really deep stuff I'm gonna put in there.

Cheers. x

Seriously?

Until now, the Church is still afraid that their God will punish them if they allow same-sex marriage here in the country and how it will change society.

Seriously, how many young women and little boys have you touched? How many hours do you spend to sit your asses down and pray to your God while a lot of people are suffering without food and shelter? How many minds have you brainwashed in order to believe that all these things are bad but they are not supposed to be? How many clueless people have you preached that suffering is greater than anything else? You people are just as bad as how you say same-sex marriage and homosexuality are sinful.

I don't know how much longer I should wait for you bastards to smarten up and open your fucking minds. If I could just point and laugh at how blind your faith is, I would. I could even make a goddamn sitcom out of it.

Lost (and worried)

Ok, I'm in the middle of making a research paper. I have almost four pages already and the minimum is five. I'm kinda lost right now because I'm trying to paraphrase a lot of stuff from the web and I get so distracted that I do not know what to write or include anymore.

The end of the term is near. Every term, I worry about failing a subject or two. I only have six units left until I become ineligible. Believe me, I was working hard but not good enough. I'm positively sure that I won't fail anything this time and I'm hoping that I would pass statistics. I'm also desperate in getting a 2.5 for both the elective subject and automata theory since I failed them before.

Ugh, one more week until the term's over. I can't wait to do shit. I hope I could start on that graphic novel that I've been planning to do since 4th year high school.

Random Bullet Your Whole Day 1

-Hanged out with Mariel, Bea and Olivia. We bought muffins from the registrar's office (that was actually a joke we made up, we bought it from a newly opened bread shop near school). I also got one for my mom, because she's a sucker for bread and pastries.
-Hanged out with Blanche, Carlos, Reese and Lorri. We ate at KFC and we were joined by Jonnah, Angie and Ysa.
-Pau and I got home early because our prof in NETWORK didn't show up (again).
-I took a nap (which I should stop doing) and had a dream that Sparky was a zombie.

Hello World!

I am Raph. I have attempted to make blogs before but this is my second proper one, the first being Tumblr.

Stay tuned for awesome stuff. I might not be able to post as much but I will keep this blog active whenever I can.

Peace out. X