My sociopath self might dominate me. Save me from that terrible fate.

50 DAY CHALLENGE: Day Five

5. A picture of your friends being silly.

Sparky and Pau in our field trip at EK

Are People Still Interested?

Don't get me wrong. As an officer of my org, the reason why I wanted to be one is because I want to be part of the crew in this adventure. I also want to be part of organizing activities and learn stuff from it. I also want to meet people and learn how to deal with these kinds of problems.

We're all working very hard to make this org even better and to make people with passion in writing belong.

The problem is that are the people still interested? I mean lately, it seems that almost no one attends the activities anymore. I can't blame the people in the org that I see often (including the officers) since I know they attend and they ARE interested. I can't also blame our publicity committee since I think they're doing their best to inform everyone that there is an activity.

So to the people who don't show often and don't at least help out, why did you even join our org? If you really are committed to join most of our activities or just hang out with us fellow writers, then why not? I would understand if you are busy or you're grounded. It's just that a lot of you wouldn't even bother to show your faces in the tambayan or the activities. Look at me, I can't even go to the activities because I'm grounded even if I'd love to.

You have no idea how we try so hard to squeeze in our time between our academics and spare time just to process and arrange these activities. It's nerve-wracking, I tell you. Lately, I've been thinking nonstop if people would even bother to show up in the food blogging seminar on March 3.

For crying out loud, please don't do this to us. This is also for you. You are part of this community. Do your part. We're doing everything we can to motivate aspiring writers with anything that we can do.

50 DAY CHALLENGE: DAY FOUR

4. A picture of you doing something weird but funny.

Me with tissue that I already used to wipe my face in my mouth. Megusta.jpg

SO MANY THINGS TO DO. SO LITTLE TIME.

I'm gonna continue the 50 Day Challenge as soon as all the things I need to do are done.

No1curr

-I get so angry when I try to cook and something goes off like the fire wasn't on or the consistency is wrong. It happened a while ago and I'm still in bad mood. I don't know why I act that way and I don't even want self-pity to come out of this blog again. I want to be better than everyone else in this household.

-Fons, I want to hug you so badd for being so helpful to us. I love you so much and thank you for everything. I wish I could save money to throw you an appreciation party.

-Gary and Sharmaine, I also love you guys. I hope I could ace DASALGO because of you. You are my other favorite couple next to Kimchard.

-Finding a soul mate is never this easy. I can't explain my ideal soul mate because I do not want to bring anyone's hopes down.

-EVERYONE READ SAKAMICHI NO APOLLON!!!!

Friday Feb 17 2012

So today I only had one class (statistics). We were dismissed early so that we could enjoy the culminating activity of our University Week. I'm not the type of guy who really spends his time in once in a year school fairs. Forgive me, I am a boring person.

But hey, I got to have a look around the booths and the things set up to make it lively for everyone. I had a meeting Gary and Sharmaine after 4 for our project in DASALGO so I wasn't able to try the bull, the jousting and the henna tattoo. I bought a shirt after the meeting which was cool because it had a flying saucer and two owls.

The only thing that sucked today was the LRT was broken today and I wasn't able to ride on any public transportation until around 5.45 pm. Thankfully, a bus came at that time.

GAAAAH I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!

I reset all my settings in my PCSX2...and now all my save files are GONE!!!

Everything I played in Final Fantasy X, Shadow Hearts and Persona 4...ALL GOOOONE!!!

ALL THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED....GONE!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK. TANGINAAAAAAA I WANNA SHOOT MYSELF.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

Valentine's Day

-I had to look like a moron trying to look for that meme shirt my sister wants me to buy for her. Unfortunately, I couldn't find it.

-This year's LEAP was the best one yet. First because was Anya and I (plus Angie) handled it. Second was because we had a very interesting discussion about the movie we showed (which was "Insiang" and I am going to write a review about it soon). Third was we spent the rest of the time looking at hilarious videos on YouTube and having a date with Chris Kendall (a.k.a. crabstickz).

-We went to Rox's birthday party in a Filipino buffet in RP and went to Timezone after. Sadly, I wasn't able to play Tekken Tag Tournament 2 (OMG) because I don't want to spend my money for now.

That sums up my Valentine's Day. What happened to yours? I hope you had a good one. x

This is my submission for Scribbles

And I'm posting this here in case it doesn't make it to the cut.

I want to play the bass again.

Yes, I had a bass guitar. I had it since 2008. I've played it several times but became really impatient and frustrated with it. Now, it's lying in another room, waiting for me to stroke it's strings.

Thinking about it, I don't want to play existing songs anymore. I want to make my own melodies with it. It's like my view on drawing. I don't want to draw existing characters, I want to create my own by drawing them.

I need to have it fixed though since it won't play on the amplifier. The guitar itself is the problem basically.

My 5-year old (kid) sense of humor

Me: *feeling sick during statistics class because I only slept for five hours and had class at 8.30am*
Me: *looks at the permutations on board to take down notes*
Me: *sees 'dede' written on board*
Me: (to myself) dede
Me: *snickers* *remembers something* *holds laughter*
Me: *feels better*

Kbye.

Things that bother me on Facebook

1. Disturbing pictures
Seriously, is this the place where you can pass around disgusting pictures of beaten up animals and children? You think this is going to help stop violence? Stop eating your twinkies and get out of the fucking net. Donate some fucking money. Go to a fucking fund run.

2. Graphic pictures of sick people
Same as above. Donate some fucking money. We don't need to see children with bloated heads to feel sorry for them. Dumb shits.

3. Corny and shitty posts/reposts from 9gag
Just. Fuck off. 9gag is getting shittier by the minute.

4. Pictures that prove that God exists
I believe that He exists but are you trying to preach with stupid pictures that proves He exists?

Rant

I've been working on this program all day. No one seems to have finished it yet. I die.

Todayzzzzzzz

-Eri!!! You so fly gurl...you is lookin fly!!!

-ADVANSE wuz lyk hell yo

-I haz the best champorado in years man

-I iz lazy yo

As long as my best friend is not happy, I am not happy.