It feels like a large part of my freedom has been taken away.

I failed another subject and guess what happened. My parents are forcing me to deactivate my Facebook account. I also need to do it so I won't be distracted for long. I'm not allowed to linger around school after class unless there's a project meetup. I'm also not allowed to go to any org-related activity.

I thought this was a one shot kill to pass everything in this term. If I'm going to evaluate myself, I did a lot better than the rest of the previous terms. It's just that I don't expect myself to improve greatly but I promised myself to work harder and it did pay off. There's always this one subject that I fail every term. It's a fucking spiral of death. I think it's hard for me and everybody if we are going through the same phase.