Problematic

Academics aside, I think I'm experiencing problems with people.

One thing is that I feel alone and out of place sometimes. I can't even tell my own friends about my deepest, darkest secrets because I don't want them to be annoyed or disturbed by it. I might even end up talking about it all day. I'm going insane.

I just figured out that someone I like likes someone else. I wanted to tell her that I want to take care and even protect her even if I know she can do that to herself. It's nothing very romantic. Maybe we can still be good friends.

I can't stop thinking about this guy right now. I'm afraid that he might be just another asshole I fell in love with. I don't think he'll even reciprocate because he's straight. I would understand where he's coming from. He's just so interesting and we commonly like and hate a lot of things.

If you want to talk to me about it, do not hesitate but for the sake of friendship, you might as well don't. I hate ruining friendships as much as you do.