Are People Still Interested?

Don't get me wrong. As an officer of my org, the reason why I wanted to be one is because I want to be part of the crew in this adventure. I also want to be part of organizing activities and learn stuff from it. I also want to meet people and learn how to deal with these kinds of problems.

We're all working very hard to make this org even better and to make people with passion in writing belong.

The problem is that are the people still interested? I mean lately, it seems that almost no one attends the activities anymore. I can't blame the people in the org that I see often (including the officers) since I know they attend and they ARE interested. I can't also blame our publicity committee since I think they're doing their best to inform everyone that there is an activity.

So to the people who don't show often and don't at least help out, why did you even join our org? If you really are committed to join most of our activities or just hang out with us fellow writers, then why not? I would understand if you are busy or you're grounded. It's just that a lot of you wouldn't even bother to show your faces in the tambayan or the activities. Look at me, I can't even go to the activities because I'm grounded even if I'd love to.

You have no idea how we try so hard to squeeze in our time between our academics and spare time just to process and arrange these activities. It's nerve-wracking, I tell you. Lately, I've been thinking nonstop if people would even bother to show up in the food blogging seminar on March 3.

For crying out loud, please don't do this to us. This is also for you. You are part of this community. Do your part. We're doing everything we can to motivate aspiring writers with anything that we can do.

Things that bother me on Facebook

1. Disturbing pictures
Seriously, is this the place where you can pass around disgusting pictures of beaten up animals and children? You think this is going to help stop violence? Stop eating your twinkies and get out of the fucking net. Donate some fucking money. Go to a fucking fund run.

2. Graphic pictures of sick people
Same as above. Donate some fucking money. We don't need to see children with bloated heads to feel sorry for them. Dumb shits.

3. Corny and shitty posts/reposts from 9gag
Just. Fuck off. 9gag is getting shittier by the minute.

4. Pictures that prove that God exists
I believe that He exists but are you trying to preach with stupid pictures that proves He exists?

A really long burn about Soul Calibur V (and maybe the whole series so far)

I've been anticipating this game since I found out that it will be released this year. I thought the series would conclude with IV and Broken Destiny, but boy I was wrong...

I wanted to buy this game because first and foremost, I am a huge fan of the Soul series. I even preferred it to Tekken because it was weapons based and I love the bond between humans and their weapons.

Before Soul Calibur, there was Soul Edge/Soul Blade

The first one was amazing. 

II was the first game to feature guest characters.

III was the first to have a Character Creation mode.

Yes, IV featured Star Wars characters.

Second, was because of the new storyline (17 years after the events of IV) that focuses on Sophitia's children and the new and returning characters. The graphics are so much better than IV, as how detailed the character models, weapons and stages are.

Lastly was because of the new and improved Character creation mode. It offers so much freedom compared to the last two SC's.

Now, I am thinking twice about buying this goddamn perverted game. I will tell you why.

First, the game is very fanservice-centered and very sexist. Especially with the character, Ivy. I mean, I love her because she's badass but the series would make excuses for her to stay in the game and exclude the other characters because she has fucking sex appeal. Take a look at this ad and look how lame it is. I don't know if this is some kind of tongue-in-cheek thing or something to please the guys into buying the game.

Jiggle jiggle

Also, they took out Taki and Seong Mina. Probably because they're fucking 40+ in the game. How come Mitsurugi and Maxi got to stay if they're like 45 or 46?? Watch this video to see what I mean.

Secondly, they left out some of my favorites that could've been in this installment. THEY. TOOK. OUT. MY. SETSUKA. And worse, they gave her fighting style to this guy.

Who's apparently the ALTERNATE version of this guy.

Seriously, I think the developers of this series have become very lazy and I think Namco is giving more way to Tekken. They could've given it to some new character and shit but no. They gave it to this dark version of this dude and they even got rid of the umbrella.

Lastly, here are two leaked screenshots of the full roster of the game. Click here to know more about the game and its characters.

Yes, Kilik is back but wasn't he succeeded by a new character? WHERE'S
ROCK, TALIM, SETSUKA, ZASALAMEL SEONG-MINA AND YUN-SEONG??

Is this one of your excuses to bring back Sophitia or one of your angel/goddess
fetishes?

My only complaints about this game is that the story is not presented well, unlike in Tekken. I also think the series so far is much more focused on gameplay than giving us the feel of following the stories, characters, etc. As I said above, the game is also centered on fan service.

I am very disappointed by how the latest game might turn out. I mean, I've been a long time fan of the series and they've been screwing it up lately. From what I can see, the presentation of the story may look promising but the casting is just awful.

I might be getting this game so that I could follow the story and see what the game has to offer. I hope I change my mind about this game once I play it and I hope the series would improve since I could induce that game developers today are becoming lazy in terms of writing and casting. The recent Final Fantasy games are losing their touch though I might be wrong when Versus XIII and Type-0 are going to be released soon.

I really hope playing this game will prove me wrong. I hope it won't disappoint me so I could continue admiring the Soul Series and anticipate another game.

Loneliness

Something I've been facing all the time.

I'm an introvert, yes, but sometimes I have moments where I wish someone was there by my side to listen to my feelings. I also need someone to cling to.

I feel like people would be annoyed if I talk to them about my problems so I would reach it out to everyone. It works, but there are consequences. People have already looked at me differently and it really bothers me.
I think it's my fault that things are happening today. Everything bad happening between the people I love could be of my own doing.

Self-inflicting thoughts

I don't wanna further elaborate on these thoughts that have existed since things are starting to bother me. I want this out of my system.

I hope everything will be better tomorrow.

It feels like a large part of my freedom has been taken away.

I failed another subject and guess what happened. My parents are forcing me to deactivate my Facebook account. I also need to do it so I won't be distracted for long. I'm not allowed to linger around school after class unless there's a project meetup. I'm also not allowed to go to any org-related activity.

I thought this was a one shot kill to pass everything in this term. If I'm going to evaluate myself, I did a lot better than the rest of the previous terms. It's just that I don't expect myself to improve greatly but I promised myself to work harder and it did pay off. There's always this one subject that I fail every term. It's a fucking spiral of death. I think it's hard for me and everybody if we are going through the same phase.

KTE

E's rybbo vun ymm uv oui pid...LYH OUI BMAYCA HUD CRUF UVV OUIN KNYTAC???

Seriously?

Until now, the Church is still afraid that their God will punish them if they allow same-sex marriage here in the country and how it will change society.

Seriously, how many young women and little boys have you touched? How many hours do you spend to sit your asses down and pray to your God while a lot of people are suffering without food and shelter? How many minds have you brainwashed in order to believe that all these things are bad but they are not supposed to be? How many clueless people have you preached that suffering is greater than anything else? You people are just as bad as how you say same-sex marriage and homosexuality are sinful.

I don't know how much longer I should wait for you bastards to smarten up and open your fucking minds. If I could just point and laugh at how blind your faith is, I would. I could even make a goddamn sitcom out of it.