Valentine's Day

-I had to look like a moron trying to look for that meme shirt my sister wants me to buy for her. Unfortunately, I couldn't find it.

-This year's LEAP was the best one yet. First because was Anya and I (plus Angie) handled it. Second was because we had a very interesting discussion about the movie we showed (which was "Insiang" and I am going to write a review about it soon). Third was we spent the rest of the time looking at hilarious videos on YouTube and having a date with Chris Kendall (a.k.a. crabstickz).

-We went to Rox's birthday party in a Filipino buffet in RP and went to Timezone after. Sadly, I wasn't able to play Tekken Tag Tournament 2 (OMG) because I don't want to spend my money for now.

That sums up my Valentine's Day. What happened to yours? I hope you had a good one. x

Things that bother me on Facebook

1. Disturbing pictures
Seriously, is this the place where you can pass around disgusting pictures of beaten up animals and children? You think this is going to help stop violence? Stop eating your twinkies and get out of the fucking net. Donate some fucking money. Go to a fucking fund run.

2. Graphic pictures of sick people
Same as above. Donate some fucking money. We don't need to see children with bloated heads to feel sorry for them. Dumb shits.

3. Corny and shitty posts/reposts from 9gag
Just. Fuck off. 9gag is getting shittier by the minute.

4. Pictures that prove that God exists
I believe that He exists but are you trying to preach with stupid pictures that proves He exists?

Camwhoring with Blanche

I only uploaded my favorites and perhaps the decent ones in this photo session. Enjoy.

Another Irrelevant Skyrim Post

Hello.

Ok, so Weever is level 29. I want to put on some screencaps but I need to ask some friends how to do it. You can't do it by PrintScreen alone. Modifications are required.

I've accomplished the ff. from the quests:
-I'M THE ARCHMAGE OF WINTERHOLD COLLEGE. ABLOOBLOOBLOO!!!

-I am doing Winterhold quests now.

DREAMS 1: Batman and Robin Hood?

It was a Nolan Batman film. There was this scene that we were investigating some documents that Bruce Wayne signed. There was a name that intrigued us (I forgot the name). It was some sort of pseudonym of someone who also signed that certain document. We knew Bruce was making a reference to a legend.

This legend was somehow similar to Robin Hood. This monk was Robin Hood's most trusted ally and assassin. When they were captured after so many killings done by the empire to track them down. They were liberated from the castle by some allies and they burned down the empire's castle. The monk, being loyal to Robin, decided to stay by gods I don't know why. He died a hero for Robin and his merrymen. I couldn't remember what happened next before I woke up.

I'm sorry the dream was pretty off in terms of detail but I assure you it was one of the best dreams I've ever had. It was pretty epic and tragic to me.

Kthxbye. Waffles. x

MY CRAZY LIST

These are things I want to try in my life because I want to do crazy things. The only problem is that I won't be able to do them easily. I need to grow a pair to be able to accomplish them with density.

-Try marijuana and acid (I don't care if it has adverse effects or whatever. I just want to TRY).
-Go to school or any other place in drag.
-Punch someone in the face.
-Shout out "You're so normal! I don't like you." whenever I meet an overtly normal person.
-Stalk a celebrity.
-Pretend to be a pedicab driver.
-Walk/run around naked in the house.
-Pull out an epic meal time.

This list is incomplete. You can help by expanding it.

A CAT POST

I wish I could understand our cat because I'm the one responsible for him.

Before I continue on, let me introduce him to you guys.

:3

This is William. He's a ginormous Persian cat. My achi's boyfriend gave him to us last Christmas 2008 since his family couldn't take care of him anymore. They have a lot of pets in their house already. He's five years old and he's very gentle.

Okay, my problem here is that lately he wants to go out of the house. We cage him outside the garage at my everyone's wishes (I wish he could just stay inside and roam freely). He would wait by our door to the garage until it opens and he would be able to escape.

I don't know if this is because of our other dog who bothers him a lot (we leash that dog whenever William is out) or  is it because he's hungry (but we feed him canned food twice a day). Is it because there's a rat outside that he can sense (I forbade him to eat such filthy pests) or he wants to mate with another cat.

I tried letting him go outside and make him eat grass because he might want to regurgitate something (hairball, whatever). The problem is that my sister and mom do not want him to do that.

We've pampered him with good food, good shelter, a clean litter box, a scratch post and medicine for his sniffles. I don't know if he really wants to be outside but I can't just leave him there. Everyone's busy and tired, especially me. I just want him to roam freely and be the least of my problems since I can't attend fully to his needs.

Kimbie, if you're reading this, please help me on this one. Thank you.

Life Lessons from the Swimming Pool

Life is one big swimming pool.

I go swimming every Wednesday only if I have the luxury of time. In one of those Wednesdays, I thought about comparing life to swimming. While doing some laps, I checked if I was near the end of the pool. It turned out that I got disoriented from swimming. The lesson here is that when you are doing something in life, try not to expect so much from it. Perseverance is the key word here. All my life, I've been trying to be the best in whatever I'm doing. I compared myself to other people. It hurt me sometimes since I always thought of how some of them were able to do well because they have been doing it for years while I was just starting now. That kind of thinking led me to many troubles and hindrances in academic performances, friend relationships and life goals.

Now, this realization really helped me through what am I doing now. I have become more patient and persevering than before. I know that this has been taught to me ever since but it became more practical to me now. What other lessons could I learn from the swimming pool other than perseverance? What lies beneath the waters shall remain a mystery that I should soon uncover once I continue swimming.

3 Awesome things this week. [JAN 4 2012]

1. Angie's my classmate in INTFILO.

2. I get to be productive in the first week of school.

3. I watched Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows today and it was fantastic. Oh the bromance.

Here you go, my three awesome things this week. I shall post this post every Saturday.

An Irrelevant Skyrim Post

Hello.

I've been playing Skyrim for three days now. My Breton character, Weever, is now level 22.
I turned him into a cross between an archer, a thief and a mage (conjurer and destroyer (think FF black mage) to be specific).

I've accomplished the ff. from the quests:
-I completed the Fus-Ro-Dah shout.
-I acquired a new shout and an upgrade for the Whirlwind Sprint shout.
-I killed a vampire that is a threat to a town ruled by an insane jarl.
-I became a bard.
-I got three Daedric (ethereal being) items.
-I went to jail out of investigating a murder.
-I saved a Redguard woman from being captured.

Derp.

Bye.

I'm positive that I'm not alone on this one.

There are movies or games where there are characters that I seem to dislike when I first see them because I think they're not like they're supposed to be in the movie but as it progresses, I start to like him or her or even fall in love for being such a likable character.

I couldn't recall which other movies I experienced them but recently, I saw Mission Impossible and fell in love with Brandt.

What other movies have you experienced this?

Loneliness

Something I've been facing all the time.

I'm an introvert, yes, but sometimes I have moments where I wish someone was there by my side to listen to my feelings. I also need someone to cling to.

I feel like people would be annoyed if I talk to them about my problems so I would reach it out to everyone. It works, but there are consequences. People have already looked at me differently and it really bothers me.
I think it's my fault that things are happening today. Everything bad happening between the people I love could be of my own doing.

Twenty

I know I shouldn't post something like this. It's just that I want to reflect on my life and I'm still not used to being labeled as an "adult".

I am two decades old. I just turned twenty last Monday. Before that happened, I kind of thought about what Tiff told me many months before that when we commuted together. She said something about she and Steph planning to do a lot of things before they turn twenty. I thought of mine but I think I wasn't able to do much. I spent a lot of time in front of the computer. It was pretty disappointing, but on the bright side, I was able to learn many things in life and I made a lot of people happy and some I left disappointed.

Since I'm no longer a teenager, I now think about what am I going to do next? I also wonder how people are going to treat me now that I'm an adult. I still don't feel that way because I'm a young person at heart. I keep convincing myself that I am a 17 year old. When I look at other people my age, and they look different from what they used to be, I feel very insecure. The way I feel about it is when they act and look more mature than I am and I think people, including me, like that in them. I also look at some people slightly younger than me who act too maturely for their age. What I mean is that they can decide for themselves and they have boundless freedom, yet they still have their flaws.

At times, I get angry over my failures. My parents would always tell me to stop doing that and that I still have a long way to go. I'm still afraid of looking at myself ten years from now. I ask myself with questions like "will I be able to get a decent job?" or "how am I going to live my life if I have nothing else to do?".

I don't know how to conclude this entry but I believe everything will just fall into place. I just have to do my part and learn from my mistakes.

Plans for vacation

+Go to QC Sports and exhaust my body from physical activities (SPORTS I mean)
+Start on graphic novel
+Watch Hugo with friends when it comes out this month
+Help around the house
+Tumblr meet-up with Moe, Roland and whoever else wants to go with us
+Meet up with friends from high school

12/15/11

I'm blogging here at the Cybernook, with friends Angie and Blanche (and Moe). I practically went to school today for nothing. It was supposed to be demo day but I wasn't really required to go. I spent the whole day herping and derping with friends because I didn't want to go home. I feel very lonely at home sometimes and there's nothing else to do. I'm actually done with my academic requirements and I just need to wait for my grades. Anyhow, we're going home together soon.

DEPRESSED WAFFLES!!!