This Horrible/Good Week

+Stayed in Malate office for residency. I met some new people. They're amazing.

+Had my first IRL conversation with Ram when we went home together. He sort of fucked with my brain with his questions.

+The World Building workshop was a success!! Thank you so much Pau, Angie, Lanz...EVERYONE for being part of this.

+There was supposed to be a prose workshop last Saturday but classes were suspended and it was already flooded in school.

+Got to watch "The Dark Knight Rises". SO AWESOME. But honestly, I liked the second one better because of Joker.

RANT (basically how everyone feels in a group I guess)

Do I have to be the one to constantly remind everyone in the group? Do I have to be the one who will tell everyone what to do? Do I have to be the one to do all the thinking?

WHAT IF I FORGET THIS? WHAT IF I FORGET THAT?

PLEASE. Please be the one who will remind me. Please be the one to ask me what's happening.

LET'S ALL BE PROACTIVE AND NOT JUST ME.

Music Recommendations III

Dream-like rock

1. Take a Picture - Filter
2. Sextape - Deftones
3. Into the Ocean (Calling You) - Evermore
4. Weird Fishes/Arpeggi - Radiohead
5. Aqueous Transmission - Incubus
6. You Look So Fine - Garbage
7. Champagne Supernova - Oasis
8. Walking After You - Foo Fighters
9. Breaking the Girl - Red Hot Chili Peppers
10. All Is Full of Love - Bjork

Pain and Suffering

I can finally feel the stress of everyone that I know. I've always wanted to feel everyone's pain and suffering because I hate it when I don't suffer and they do.

It feels good.

This has been the worst week of my life. I'm going to bed. Good night, motherfuckers.

So fucking lonely

Sometimes I'm not able to do stuff because I feel lonely. My family does keep me company here but lately I'd prefer my best-est friends to be around here. Sometimes I don't even want to leave my friends behind when at school. I just hate this feeling.

This Week so Far

• Made a new friend
• MIDTERMS!!!
• Received some (a little bit) shocking news about some of my relatives
• Progress with thesis proposal and topic
• Just done with the interview for Malate and exam tomorrow
• Tomorrow's gonna be a super hectic Friday (WG activities, friend's lunch party, Art in Action, etc)
• Got to write something. I'm gonna write an anthology instead.

I hope this week ends with a BANG. Just can't wait for tomorrow.